Where Is The Trust?

Dear Diary....

She has secrets you'll NEVER know or understand,

She appear so strong on the outside,

But on the inside, her world is spinning upside down. 

She smiling and standing tall to the outta world,

She crying and breaking down in her inner world.

She appears so happy to her friends,

But alone, she shares her tears with the pillow.

She knows not to get her hopes up,

As they always come crushing down.

She heard it all before and felt it all.

She experienced more than her fair share.

One touch and she'll flinch.

One harsh word and she'll cry.

One bad moment and she'll break down.

She trust no one because the people she has, hurt her,

and leave her to pick up the pieces.

She believe no one because the people she has, 

Lie and betray her.

So for now she'll keep to herself,

And pretend everything is fine.

When everything is WRONG.

I know this lady, because the lady...

Is ME

P/S: Behind every untrustworthy girl is a boy who taught her to be that way...

XOXO

Emelda Shabelle  

Step-by-step to Desire Eyebrow.

Hi Again....

If the eyes are the window to the soul, then the eyebrow is the frames of the eyes. Do you agree? Well, I do. No matter how beautiful you apply your makeup, it's still looks incomplete if the eyebrow is left unshaped. 

I am no good in shaping or defining eyebrow. Until today, I still need lots of practice on getting my desire eyebrow shape. I used to DIY my eyebrow but now I prefer to have it shape professionally.

So, here are some of the tips I compiled from beauty blog and page.

How To:

1) Select  a shape that suit you or simply follow your natural shape.

2) Pluck excess hair one by one. Your arch should line up with the outer edge of your eye and your brows should finis at an angle to the outer edge of your eyes.

3) Trim the eyebrow hairs that ad grown too long with blunted ended scissor.

4) Fill in brows with an angle brush and eyebrow colour or pencil liner.

You can use this method for basic shaping.

Click here for the instructions.

Tips on how to choose the right eyebrow shape for you.

Tips:

1) Never underestimate your brows. They can make you look beautiful as well as ugly.

2) Shape it carefully.

3) Do not overtweezed.

4) Keep your brows thicker. They look sexier.  

XOXO 

Emelda Shabelle

P/S: How old actually it is advisable for us to tweeze our brows???? I think I started way too early. Am I?

Sources:

1)http://eyebrowsshape.com/

2)http://falseeyelashesinfo.com/how-to-shape-your-eyebrows-at-home/

3)http://makeupblog.janeiredale.com/Blog/bid/28814/How-To-Shape-Your-Eyebrows-Like-a-Pro

4)http://www.audreydao.com/2009/03/26/how-to-shape-eyebrows-according-to-your-face-shape/

5)http://chiclooking.com/tag/eyebrow/

BITTER SMILE...

Dear Diary....

I've been holding every inch of my sorrows with just a SMILE. I tried to cover up the sadness and disappointment with every strength that I have. In fact, I tried my best to SMILE, even when the f**kin' truth is I'm tryin' not to cry and the tears are blurring my vision. 

I tried my very best to hold my pains and I SMILE because that's the only shield I have to cover all my misery. Maybe you think I have nothing to worry, simply because I am 'HAPPY'. How I wish I can make you feels the indescribable pains inside of me. If only you have the gut to look into my eyes, you'll be surprise to see all the sadness that I'm dealing with.

Should I or should I not faking up all those SMILE again? 

P/S: Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows NOT...




XOXO
Emelda Shabelle

Thoughts I thought I Never Had.....

Hi peeps, 

This is what I do when I AM BORED!!!

~THOUGHTS I THOUGHT I NEVER HAD~

When I was very very young,

I always had those dreams ,

to be blanket with beads of snow flacks

and feel the coldness 

of icy breeze....

When I was very very young,

I always idolized those big oceanic eyes.

Daydreaming about the 

pearly cool planet,

Envy with kids over THAT far away land,

"how lucky they are" I thought,

and still think that;

'They REALLY Are"....

When I was very very young..

I said to myself, 

"One fine day, I will...."!

And now,

When I never be that young,

anymore....

When I thought all the dreams had,

died...

And...

Just when I'm in the midst of,

letting go...

I think I have to RE-think

of all the THOUGHTS I THOUGHT

I NEVER HAD ...

~ Emelda Shabelle ~

P/S: CLUELESS!!!!!!

XOXO,

Emelda Shabelle 

Just Another Boring Sunday.....

Hi there beautiful people,

Today is just another boring Sunday. At this very moment, I'm actually watching full Malay horror movie via youtube. I just saw the full movie link last night but since it's a horror movie and it's 2AM. I don't dare to watch it alone. 

Why I'm still awake at 2:00AM? Actually I slept quite early but woke up coz I suddenly caught a fever. I don't know why, but recently I noticed that every morning around 1:00 to 5:00 A.M, I will get fever (with sore throat, runny nose and flu), really bad fever! The weird thing is, I will wake up feeling well that morning, just like today. Weird!!!

Waking up and felt hungry led me to the kitchen. Thinking of what to cook for lunch cum dinner (sometimes I cook in a large quantity so that I don't have to cook for dinner). Earlier, I saw my cousin's status on fb that she's craving for curry. Ermmmm, I got the idea. So, this is what we having today. I think I better just share what we have for the whole week. 

Chicken curry (with dried bean curd)

Chicken liver & sweet pea in Soy Sauce+Ketchup

Spicy Sator Bean with Squid

Vege for Tuesday.

Cabbage with chicken in Thai's sauce

Sayur bunga!!!!

This is some of the food we consume for this week....

P/S: Still bored!!!!

XOXO

Emelda Shabelle

My Simple Homemade Chicken Burger

Hi,

Doesn't feel like eating rice tonight. I only have two choices for dinner, either fried noodles or burger. I asked the other half which one he prefers but before he could answer my question, I already have the pictures on how and what I'm going to add on my homemade chicken burgers. 

I have no intention to buy ready made burger coz I really don't like eating those kind of food. So, I bought skinless+boneless chicken and burger's bun. Didn't spend much on this coz we still have a lot of herbs, spices,, etc at home. So, all together, I only spent about RM9 (chicken=RM7 + Burger bun= RM2) for our dinner tonight.

The process......

In case you are wondering what's the yellow cream inside the silver bowl, that's the cheezy cream (it taste exactly like those in KFC, the cheezy wedges cream). I made it myself. It's easy, you just need to buy the cheesy powder (I bought mine from Olivia). It is a must buy things if you are a cheese lover.

Eating in progress.Look at the thickness and the juicy meat!!!....

See, how simple it is. the only time consuming here is grilling the burgers. Since I'm making the meat quite thick, so I need to keep the 'fire' really slow to make sure it's completely cook but still maintaining the juicy. It's worth the waiting... 

P/S: Wanna try making vegetable burgers one fine day.

XOXO
Emelda Shabelle

Friendly Vs Shy Boy

Hi peeps,

Just wanna share some videos of Aaron. 

He is actually a camera/video shy person. He doesn't like to take picture nor video. He is actually a very friendly little boy but once he saw us trying to capture his moment via camera or video, he immediately change into 'shy boy'. 

I'm sharing these two videos of him coz this is the time when he 'willing' to be 'captured' without much persuading. Thanks to 'Ultraman'!!!

This is Aaron's cover version of The Happy Song (The Smuff) and I Do by Colbie. He did ruined the songs but everything IS cute when it comes to Aaron (well at least, it works on me)...

Ohhh at this moment, this is Aaron's version of 'Sign Of Cross'... We've been teaching him to do the proper one but guess we still need to give him more time. No doubt that he needs a little-more practice to make it perfect. However, I am so so so proud of him. Lately, he will do the 'praying' ('Sign of Cross') before we went to sleep (yup, he still sleeping with us. He is our 'Aaron in the middle')..

P/S: He is fantastically adorable in our eyes!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO

Emelda Shabelle