Where Is The Trust?

Dear Diary....

She has secrets you'll NEVER know or understand,

She appear so strong on the outside,

But on the inside, her world is spinning upside down. 

She smiling and standing tall to the outta world,

She crying and breaking down in her inner world.

She appears so happy to her friends,

But alone, she shares her tears with the pillow.

She knows not to get her hopes up,

As they always come crushing down.

She heard it all before and felt it all.

She experienced more than her fair share.

One touch and she'll flinch.

One harsh word and she'll cry.

One bad moment and she'll break down.

She trust no one because the people she has, hurt her,

and leave her to pick up the pieces.

She believe no one because the people she has, 

Lie and betray her.

So for now she'll keep to herself,

And pretend everything is fine.

When everything is WRONG.

I know this lady, because the lady...

Is ME

P/S: Behind every untrustworthy girl is a boy who taught her to be that way...

XOXO

Emelda Shabelle